you said i am your friend
and that you even want to marry me,
so how am i a demon?
and that you even want to marry me,
so how am i a demon?
marry me? ha!
like – even if i were into women,
it was a decade easy before I'd be ready for that.
like – even if i were into women,
it was a decade easy before I'd be ready for that.
project me onto whatever you must,
but don't shit on me to people i care about
because you're insecure about me stepping away.
but don't shit on me to people i care about
because you're insecure about me stepping away.
i would still be your friend doing whatever
if you hadn't told people i was a demon.
if you hadn't told people i was a demon.
i don't have the exact quote,
because you never said it to my face,
and you had ways to contact me the whole damn time.
because you never said it to my face,
and you had ways to contact me the whole damn time.
you think your words don't matter
and that everyone is out to get you,
but i genuinely was not.
most people genuinely are not.
and that everyone is out to get you,
but i genuinely was not.
most people genuinely are not.
but then you came for me..
because you figured out i'm gay.
because you figured out i'm gay.
well, guess what, old friend,
i am and always was.
i am and always was.
you had a gay friend,
and you don't anymore,
and you've said so much bad shit,
it's not even hard to say that out loud anymore.
and you don't anymore,
and you've said so much bad shit,
it's not even hard to say that out loud anymore.
Context:
This is about someone I truly admired and didn't ever want to say anything bad about. However, they caused me such deep pain that I decided I needed to write about it here.
another trust crisis #6 by Lyra McMahon