how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
i just was trying to...
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at?
i didn't mean to...
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at me?
how did this happen?
why are you screaming at?
i hate everything.
why is everything always my fault?
why is everything always my fault?
Context:
A guy I once trusted abruptly told me he loved me.
When I tried to offer him resources to process his sexuality and shared my own feelings back to him, he responded by shouting at me and telling me we could never speak again.
He could have just calmly explained the situation and that I had misunderstood or whatever. However, as a result of the subsequent interpersonal fallout, I spent weeks in emotional crisis, feeling like I had done something horribly wrong and dangerous by confronting him. Over time, I also grew angry that he was so incredibly disgusted by the idea of my queerness yet somehow still claimed to "love" me in some kind of way.
another trust crisis #3 by Lyra McMahon